Rabu, 11 Maret 2009

Oh my God

Maybe this time is the hardest era in my work life. I have to face the reality that I must be one of the witnesses of a crime case. Ups, sorry I don't really sure whether it is the crime or not because I just the second receiver of the information.

I didn't observe the case deeply. Everything that I got was from the Internal Audit Department. They are the first party which found the fraud. However, because they are not have enough power to break the system, they asked the regulator to involve in to the case. So, they hoped the will have backup to what they had done.

Unfortunately, because of wrong procedures I and my friend have to take a risk. It is not a simple risk or a light risk. The risk is very hard and dangerous. I have to combat with someone who has power, money and good network not only in the government but also in the legislative.

Oh my God. We had consulted to Legal Bureau and some people who understand about legal aspects. Almost everyone has opinion that this is a very serious case. And the worst possibility to us is terrors from the accused.

To be honest, with this condition, I can't concentrate and focus to my routine job. My hart is beating harder than usual if I get phone call from someone who I don't recognize. In my mind, I am afraid if the call is from the crime detective officer. Huhh..